not want and I was blaming others for it. I was not taking responsibility
for the fact that I created it.
Now, I am creating something new. I am creating a life which I want, a life I
dream of. Of course, the long sunny days make it easier to be happy. But, I
have relieved the pressure I was putting myself in.
I miss you. I want to you to be here. I want to walk with you on a beach. I
want to look into your eyes and experience being with you. I want to touch
you and feel you.
But, I am totally fulfilled that you are not here. That it is all a fantasy
and it is this fantasy which creates the feelings of love and fulfillment.
I feel this is the right track. One day when we are old and need hip
replacements we may see each other again. Until then it is all a story of
being whisked away from here and being nutured under a mango tree.
I can live with the idea of this superstition.
I hope you are doing well. Enjoy your last summer in Switzerland. I hope
everything is going really well with your girlfriend.
Hugs and kisses,
Unity
posted by Lady Leisure @ 12:57 AM
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