Tuesday, April 02, 2002

blue and silver

unity and surprise.

lass dich umarmen. how do you know all this german words? how are you able
to combinate them in such touching sentences? i am very surprised. i like to
be surprised. thank you.

i am still in mazunte. its nearly three weeks now. i'm not sure, lots of
days sink down in the sea of forgettability (does this word exist?) all the
friendships i made here left the last days for new experiences.. the pazific
sings sad songs sometimes and time has come to leave too. i'll take the bus
tomorrow to oaxaca.

in fact, its not so sad to leave this place, to leave the big
orange-sandcolored moon, the grate waves and the unforgettable nights at beach
under endless skies, full of bright stars.

during jembe sessions the local girls are
playing with burning fireballs in front of the moonlight ocean.
oh my god, its like in a movie again.
so tells me every place to stay foreever and every new
place invites me again with his own special aura. and better feeling a little
sad than nothing, right?

yes it's true. maybe both of us had to be a little braver. but in the after
its always easier to say, to see. i'm too shy too. but i'm happy to keep in
contact with you. i'm looking for an english-german translate book, to
explain, express? more in the details, what i want to say.

my days as an trabajero are counted. carlos, the chief wanted me to do kind
of policeman work. i should spy out another bar and notice, if they give beer
away black. without..i don't kno this word in english. the person who gets
the beer does not pay for it.

i asked him if i look like one who is telling poeple stories behind the back
of others. you know judas-style. so, he fired me. but i had the whole
evening beer for free from this bar. its not what i wanted, i just wanted to be
myself and then it looked like i'm on the side of these italians, who work in
that bar. funny.

since that evening its not more the same vibration in the air. its a singn
more wich tells me to go.
i'll write you more from oaxaca. i heard, oaxaca should be like antigua.
are you there?

kisses manuel