Love Notes with Baywatch

Manuel,

I look forward to reading your next message. Enjoy Mexico!

Good Luck with your journey,

Unity

posted by Lady Leisure @ 12:23 AM 0 comments

My Thoughts are with You

Dear Manuel

I just wrote you a long email which got magically erased right at the peak my words.

First of all I hope that you are doing well these days, I understand that you must be going through a very rough time at home with struggles and the what not. I know that your strength, wisdom and love will help guide and support you.

I am currently working as a photojournalist for an english newspaper in Costa Rica. it is a very good job which I am enjoying. The only problem is that it is not taking me in the direction which I wish to go.

In my long email I explained some of my past to you, and how I ended up where I was when I met you. Basically to sum it up. I have travelled a lot and through out these travels I have met amazing individuals with unbelievable gifts which seem surreal even to me. These are stories which I do not generally share with peopel because they are so unbelievable, some mimicing the bible, that people who do not think in these terms, like to lable me crazy or what not. And for a period of time, I deliberately blocked out these expereinces because I wanted to fit myself into my culture of 9-5 work and societal expectations. I also went through a rough time at this same time, where I fell from being a blissful bunny to a questioner and disbliever. I tried to make sense out of everything.

The one thing I learned and I still have to accept, is that not everything makes sense.

Here I am emailing you becuase you were present at the catapolted moment during my trip. But you just do not know it.

After I left San Pedro, I headed to San Marcos with Nick. We went together because we were both going in that direction. I was going because I wanted to reconnect with God/higher self/golden light/ or whatever your name is for it. I told others it was to study Spanish, because I was still self doubting. Nick got really sick and he needed support. So I did my best, but it was difficult because he was a total disbeliever in meditation, reiki, yoga - all of it.

I also wanted to get to know you better. I wanted to return to San Pedro in order to just talk with you. My intentions were simple because at the time I really did not like men in a sexaul manner either. We talked about being shy, but I just was not wanting to put my energy towards anything more than a friendship with anyone. I wish that we had talked more, that would have been really nice.

I felt really drawn to you. And I was on my way back to San Pedro when something happened in San Marcos. I got some healing done through Reiki and Nick left. I felt energy again and I felt fantastic but not complete.

There was a meditation happening that weekend, and I made the decision to participate in it. This is why I never came back to San Pedro. Alot of things happened that weekend, which once again I cannot put into words because it is too incredible to believe.

I left San Pedro and we started emailing each other. I was really torn at this point. I had this job as a photojournalist in Costa Rica, but this meditation technique I learned was having training sessions in Peru starting in June. I really wanted to go to Peru. But I came to CR instead.

I took the job, but it never felt right to me. I had so much noise in my head pushing me to Peru. Finally a few days ago I committed myself to going to Peru to reach higher consciouness.

In 2 weeks I will be going to Peru to study Asension Meditation. It is a fantastic form of meditation which is easy to learn with amazing results. Every month from June to September, a new session begins on the 10th. It takes place in the sacred valley of Peru near Cusco.

I will be there for 4 months.

I have no idea why I am telling you all this. But I am. Perhaps, because I associate you with this meditation because of the timing.

If you need healing on yourself, keep this in mind.

Good Luck with your journey.

Until our next meeting,

Love,

Unity

posted by Lady Leisure @ 12:21 AM 0 comments