Friday, August 30, 2002

Upward Thoughts are Unbounding

Dear Manuel

Wow, what a an amazing surprise to hear from you after such a long period. It seems like so much time has passed since lazy days on the dock. You have crossed the Atlantic so many times, awakening to your own spirit and God within your heart, and becoming conscious to the superficiality of this world which is entirely based on false perspectives.

I think last I emailed you, I was working at an "oh-so-important" job where I polished cheeks with some of Costa RicaLs elite and some of Costa RicaLs poor of the poor. It was strange because there was such an artificiality to it all, I worked for the biggest english newspaper in CR, which is such a small country, and so much sweet talk because everyone wants to be in the paper. I hated it!

But I would be "stupid" to give up such a "good" opportunity which would pave a future path for me in some sort of important "career". Are these my judgements or others - I donLt know. I was very lost and very confused.

But my heart was heard over the limiting judgements, and beliefs of my ego. I have taken a leap of faith (which is the reason I have not replied sooner) to take my power back and welcome myself back into the living world of what is real.

I have moved to Peru to participate in a higher consciousness training course. It is very intense. But I have grown in a hundred thousand directions - which all lead inwards. I am now participating in a teacher training which will take a few more months. Then, the desire is, I will be able to teach Ascension Meditation.

I have placed my clear intentions out to the Universe for a number of things recently. I want to be a teacher of meditation, I want to travel and continue living in other countries, and I want to continue growing consciously.

I began this meditation in San Marcos, immediately after I last saw you. An interesting choice I made then - so I stay in San Pedro to hang out with you, or do I grow. I chose to raise my vibration, to become clearer, and to get to know myself true infinte self.

But, you still cross my mind, especially when I get an interesting email from you.

It sounds like your life has changed recently. Your priorities are not what they use to be. It can be very difficult to integrate a new, higher, spiritual you in with a lifestyle of what you use to be. Remember to always spend time with people who are also consciously aware, this will help you maintain your path.

As for self-created-day-dreams, I am full of these sometimes - they can be so lovely and sweet. But, now, I am putting my pure and clear intentions to the Universe to make things happen for me. I would love to keep in touch with you. And, if ever, you buy another plane ticket, it would be good to see you again and to get to know you better. I feel a connection to you, even though, I really do not know you at all. The world is mysterious and multi-layered.

I am no longer plugged in because of my intense focus to foster my own growth. But I am writing post-cards and letters. If you are interested in correspondance, give me your home address. But I am travelling to Bolivia for 5-7 days, so I will be plugged in to email for this much longer. It would be great to hear back from you rapido, so get some exchange of words now.

Thank you very much for the photo. You are looking quite....well, what dreams are made of. Plus seeing a photo of summer is very nostalgic for me, as it is winter in Peru right now, and although it is warming up, there are no lakes to swim in, and the course is not condusive to beer, so a bit of drool dripping down my chin.

Anyways, I must go, it is late in Puno, and I am full after an amazing pizza made in a brick over.

Much love and luck and light to you,

Tonight you will be in my dreams.

Unity

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